April 4, 2013 in Uncategorized
We all need it, some form of closure in our life, a chapter that needs an ending, an experience left in the past with a good or bad feeling, hopefully mostly good.
This blog has brought me a bit of everything, joy, sadness, envy of some sort, moments that I thought, woah, what, how, why?! And best of all, laughing moments, where things people said or did left me giggling till tears flowed out of my eyes. I have enjoyed and embraced each moment, each emotion. The time has come for me to close this chapter of my life, and because I couldn’t leave it hanging, I had to write one last blog post for this blog, mostly for myself to say, this is it, I can now close this book of blogging and end it with a chapter which did not leave everyone hanging.
Life has been great, throwing us some hectic curveballs, but we will have to deal with it as it comes, all I can say is that, the TTC journey is a hard one that needs to be filled with a LOT OF PATIENCE. Please pray for us, our journey has taken some unexpected tumbles, ones which I sometimes wonder if we will ever get up from it, but in the end we still believe, and we will till the end, keep on believing.
I have my reasons for closing my blog, but a lot of cons will one day bring me back to starting up a blog again, for now, I cannot carry on with this blog, these emotions, inside it has been killing me slowly and no amount of trying to let people out there in the universe understand how I feel has helped, it has only let me retract more and question myself more about what I put out there, and that is not what blogging was and is about for me. I have met some dear people over the years of blogging, some who made me become a better person than who I was, lessons learned from others life experiences, and this is why I can now say, that I’ve been there, done that, got an awesome t-shirt from it.
I know this post is all over the place, which is why it is better to just say goodbye, ciao for now, totsiens and thank you, thank you to each and every one of you, you and you and you, have all made a difference in my life, thank you.